I am thinking about writing in English for a while hope for some improvement. I am living half in English, and half in Persian and I am not happy with my English Language skills. On the other hand, I am loosing my Persian writing skills too. I had my vocabulary to play with, used to enjoy my choices of words and sentences. Now what I really need is more effective communication in English, so let's switch to English for a while and see how is it going.

I saw an interesting note on library web page: since the day before the exams, reading day, till end of exams, hot chocolate, coffee and tea are provided for students who study in the library at night. I had such a wired feeling, not easy to describe! how different life is for people of the same age across the world.

You see, I got back to the same feeling again and again. No pure enjoyment or even excitement, always there is a kind of bitter reminder. There is a name for it: "survivor syndrome" or PTSD. We were grown up in a transitory society, that's true. I couldn't change it, but! I couldn't carry even my mild flashbacks through my life. It is going to be ended.